Just got home bout 20 mins ago and I'm beat. Funny how doing nothing all day just takes it out of you. I hate traveling at night on the train, it's when the weirdos come out and they seem strangely attracted to me. Hmmm.... There was this one guy that caught my eye though. He would have been around 27-28, blonde curls, piercing blue eyes and great dress sense. He was also severly disabled and in a wheelchair. What caught my attention was not the fact that he was disabled or whatever, but the fact he seemed so full of life and youth and to me seemed like he was caged in this contraption. He had a control that he moved the wheelchair around with but he had to move it using his nose. There was a keypad that he typed out letters and words using the tip of his nose to communicate with another wheelchair bound acquaintance. I felt so sad just watching him and a saying came to me "Youth is wasted on the young". I don't know what the circumstances could have been to bring him to such a state but it broke my heart. I don't why I was feeling so compassionate about a total stranger but these things always have a hard effect on me. Such is life hey.....

I had a SALP Seminar from 5:30-8:30 today so it meant I was waiting around for 3 hours after my last class doing pretty much nothing. I went with Ange to see Rachelle and see if she could manage to squeeze a Pass out for her. Poor girl - she tries so hard and yet she fails every time. I'm hoping they can work something out otherwise this will be her fourth time in front of the Board and it ain't gonna be pleasant. While Ange was conferring with Rachelle, I sat and talked with AM. This isn't so unusual as I am friends with her, but it's always a little awkward.

Have you ever noticed, perhaps girls more than guys, that if you have 2 or 3 close friends, you will always be just that little more closer to a particular one. It's like that with Ange, AM and me. I am more closer to Ange purely because I met her before AM, and was actually introduced to AM by Ange. And it's vice-versa for AM. She knows Ange better. While the three of us can have a great time, when AM and I are alone and have to talk, I find it a little weird - not entirely uncomfortable but just a slight feeling of awkwardness. The convo doesn't flow as easily. The funny thing is, I think that AM is a little possessive of Ange.

An example: Came into the SAD lecture hall today - saw AM first and gave her a typical airhead hug-n-kiss and then sat down. She called Ange up to find out where she was which hilariously enough she was sitting right in front of us and we hadn't noticed. God we are stupid. Anyways, we moved down a row so we could sit together and I sat on one side of Ange. Now, there was a seat next to me at the edge of the aisle, but AM decided to jump across us and sit over on Ange's other side. Ok, fine perhaps she had an aversion to the aisle seat...but, I found that weird. There are so many little things - like when Ange told me she called her house when she was meant to have met up with her, cancelled for a valid reason, then inevitably had to step out anyways and got a call from AM on her mobile saying "I can see youuuuuuuuuuuu" in a sing-song voice. Creepy. *shudder* LOL

On a different, but not any less creepy note, I was walking down Grattan St to the tram stop, when a car honked at me. I turned at the noise, not in the least expecting that it had been aimed at me but looked to see a lecherous guy in a ute grinning my way. Like, ew. I wasn't even dressed anything extraordinary. I was feeling pretty emo as it was this morning so decked out appropiately in black - black skinny leg jeans, my lovely black boots from London, a blue striped top and a black jacket. Plus my black and white Dangerfield bag which cleverly hides my butt when I walk. I hate my butt. And my thighs. Funnily enough, that's what Evs likes. He's such a butt guy. :P

Got a 9am start tomorrow so will head to bed, otherwise I'll never get up. Hate uni. Maybe I just won't go. Hmm...

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